yea, i was talking to a friend tonight and he was down about his situation. he asked if it was ok not to be incredibly enthused seeing as his heart was to a girl in his town. i told him i knew how it was, once your in love, it takes a lot to free yourself... if you want to. anyway, . he asked me if you were one of those people who were flerty, i think he said "giving you all the landing signs then puling you runway out from under you".
I had to laugh, we both know how you are. but i told him it didn't confuze me anymore me anymore. in truth it doesnt. this led to me having to give him love-life advice. Funny no? me of all people. the guy who feels he cant get a girl to fall for him if he broke her legs. i felt to explain it to him the best i could i had to lay out my mind. so i did.
he viewed things as i would a month ago, "All things are done for the gratification of the self" and i felt an odd twist at this. it made me think, and when i did i came to the conclusion that i dont do that for you. i do things for you solely to see you happy, even if whats making you happy kills me (emotionally speaking). i told him it hasn't come to that yet, which was also my response to him asking me weather or not you being happy with someone else was acceptable to me. but to the second i had to add "as long as shes happy its all for the good"
