I thought about sending you this link, the one that would bring you here. but then i wondered how that would turn out.. and it scared me... so i didnt. its kinda like that picture you sent me, if i sent you this link, would you close your curtains? i really cant see which option bothers me more, completely rendering my self empty, spilling all that i fill on the ground for you (i fell safe in the fact you wouldn't laugh at me) or stay as i am.. in the dark as to how things are.
Yeah, i know... i could just ask you.. but if i could do that, well, then i wouldn't need this marble sanctuary of a website to keep from self-distructing. i know i can talk to you, and i know your honest with me, but i dont like feeling weak.. and thats what spilling this makes me feel, complete and utter weakness.
